This November I got the chance to watch home videos and learn a little more about my life- understanding more clearly what happened between my parents and potentially why God had planed it that way. I want to document this, I want to right everything running through my head right now, but I cant. I don't need to. I love you Lord, I want to give all my worries up to you, I want you to take control. I care about him God, I think I may love him, and if that's so and he isn't a part of your plan then please help me to close the door completely before I follow yours. I wont be a replication of my mom and dad.
You are beautiful, loved, and appreciated. Someone needs you in their life, and are grateful for your friendship. I am thankful for all of the people who have entered my life and helped shape the person I am, and the person God created me to be. I want nothing but love and truth for your life. I have a deep emotional desire for you to discover the world and the word of God. For he is everything and everything is his.