Life Full of Soul

Loneliness is hard to deal with at times, and I think that even some of the most independent strong willed people can relate. I do enjoy time to myself and doing things alone, however I have those moments of sadness when I think that there is no one- no friend, no family and no man. I try and look to God, I ask him to fulfill that hole of emptiness, but until I fully have faith in believing that he can satisfy my every need I am not sure I will feel or be whole. There may be a time when the things I love are more enjoyable when shared with someone, but I'm not there yet. I still don't understand why I push people away, have such high expectations for others, and stay far from love. I'm not sure I can wrap my head around the fact that we are okay to fall for someone or think about marriage when the relationship we might have with God isn't where we want it to be (and I don't think it ever will). However I will always know without doubt that when my roommates, my co-w...

It can be hard to understand the things of this world, because we're constantly changing. And since no person is exactly the same, and no one on earth has lived a life exactly like someone else, opinions and facts become blurred, cultures shift, and families grow connecting roots with those we never belonged to. Life as we once believe, becomes a specious novel. Unfortunately those who like organization and perfection are constantly disappointed.