Every once in a while college feels like something different. I remember freshman year when it felt like a never ending camp session, where you could be with your friends at any time and just enjoy hanging out and going out together. Recently though, (I guess now that were getting older) College feels like one big dating site, where everyone's looking for someone else. I am picking out the characteristics I like in the people I meet more often, and deciding what I don't find attractive. In my opinion life is not about finding someone else, and it has nothing to do with marring. Life is more important than that, so I am not sure why I feel that its so important to be liked and attractive to other people. These next two years are going to fly by. Am I living in a way that allows me to enjoy this time of my life? I don't want to keep scheduling things and fitting people and events in. I just want to live and love those around me, including myself. And sometimes that's the hardest. Where do I begin when I don't like who I am in the inside? And how to I become the person I know I was meant to be?
I wonder if God has plans for me to Live on a boat Be Homeless Teach Mathematics Work at a University or Community College Own my own bakery Be a wedding planner Teach for Educational Opportunity and Eqaulity Coach Soccer Run my own school Apply math and science to outdoor survival and education Intern with Younglife Host Dinners and parties at my home Build a Small House Bee Keep Be Married Stay Single Get a dog, or a cat Travel back to Europe Work as a Missionary Rollerblade until im too old Write Lyrics for Christian singers Learn Guitar Live with my Dad Have Children Foster Kids Be a surrogate Mother Graduate College Move to a new state Play soccer all the time Do crafts till the break of the morning Bring a dog to work Be a part of a search and rescue team Sail Fish on a fishing boat Workout and get back abs Climb many mountains and through hike the PCT Make New friends Give up my money Run miles after miles Listen to the story of ...