There's got to be a reason why we can't dig deep sometimes. There's definitely got to be a situation or experience that keeps us from letting love overtake our minds. Why don't we move forward? Why can't one grow to shift the wall of current situations? I'm sadden because I feel I can't be there, because I feel as if I'm not believing or accepting the gifts we've been given. I just want to move closer, I want to move in and unpack the stuff I've yet to forgiven and be forgiven of. Maybe I'm not believing, maybe I'm just not clearly seeing, that the power I've been given can change some habits and bring an abundance of joy to the people who think church is doing nothing. But this isn't a steeple. I'm not taking about an organizational freakish place, I'm talking about a group of people. All I know is that I have a long way to go, and anything can increase but it is he who will bring the true peace. Maybe that's what I'm missing? A decision to overturn my life and let him drive. I can say but do I act, do my words replicate and demand my hearts plan . I'm not asking for a little reassurance, or a trade of this for that, I'm asking you Lord to interject and redirect. I'm asking for you my Man, to wipe my mind and clean my hands. I'm raising it to you. No more false glorification and wrong determination. This is your dream for me and I'm planning accordingly.
What are we doing, as an individual as a country? What are we searching for, what are we hoping to find or discover? What answers do we need answered? It's hard to believe in people but not the system. It's even harder to believe in the dream but not the process of getting there. It's becoming a battle of mind and heart, spirit and body, tongue and ear. What hope can we have for our families and our neighbors? Are you speaking, am I receiving, or am I interrupting and shouting my response back. To glorify The Lord is what I hear, to love and give and love and give without looking back. But like a dog whose chased multiple balls, I'm worn out and need a nap. What's my role, what was the goal. What are we all running for? To take part but not be a part, we then cannot expect to overcome the past. Have we lost faith in Him or have we given up asking. Who are we impressing? We're cycling. Cycling. Cycling. I'm not talking about a simple fix, I'm not ...