Lord, sometimes I run to everything around me before I even consider to come to you. I don't mean to forget you. I don't mean to ignore you. I'm not thinking clearly. I know you have plans for me. I know your putting fire to the flame. I am ready to come home. I am ready to run through fields of death to see your light. So take it. I want to feel the ounce difference in my body. Shake me up, change my goals, change the destination I have so carefully designed. My heart is beginning to ache, its longing for the embrace. I am breathing your breaths, I am singing your songs. I hear your whisper, I see your frames of art. Like the bread, crumble the dead skin and open the wounds that need to be baked. I can close my eyes, but I beg to be changed. You have control. You have my attention. Through the sadness I know its right. I know that you'll be right by my side. No more talk, no more walk. Lets do this right. I want to be your bride. Standing, Ill promise my life. Tree's lifting high, ocean skies burning bright, how else would I, how could I dance like a child.
I wonder if God has plans for me to Live on a boat Be Homeless Teach Mathematics Work at a University or Community College Own my own bakery Be a wedding planner Teach for Educational Opportunity and Eqaulity Coach Soccer Run my own school Apply math and science to outdoor survival and education Intern with Younglife Host Dinners and parties at my home Build a Small House Bee Keep Be Married Stay Single Get a dog, or a cat Travel back to Europe Work as a Missionary Rollerblade until im too old Write Lyrics for Christian singers Learn Guitar Live with my Dad Have Children Foster Kids Be a surrogate Mother Graduate College Move to a new state Play soccer all the time Do crafts till the break of the morning Bring a dog to work Be a part of a search and rescue team Sail Fish on a fishing boat Workout and get back abs Climb many mountains and through hike the PCT Make New friends Give up my money Run miles after miles Listen to the story of ...