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A train track no looking back

I used to write songs for you, I really used to.
I used to hum to that tune, I really used to.
Until I realized that I wasn't what I thought I was
Until I realized I wasn't giving love

Lord took ahold of me,
He turned me into something some chose not to see
Stuck in a dream, I wanted to be left to be
But were changed, and were new. Nothing has to be reviewed.

I used to sin, and I still do
I used to cry, and I still do
But I realized that I'll get through
I realized that you could too.

I prayed for guidance, I prayed to trust.
I haven't realized your ways God but each morning I am lifted up
Take my feet, my naked life. Help me to walk right.

I am not alone, I never was
Surrounded by grace, I'm not giving up
Im reaching out to take your hand
Your pulling me in, pulling me in

Lord you have my life

Stuck in the present with Jesus by my side
I am changed, I am new, nothing can be taken back nothing needs to be reviewed.

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