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Repetition

I want to be done studying, done processing and analyzing, done researching. I want to live with people, go through the thick and thin with my community. I want to work hard, use my body, use my heart instead of my mind. I want to sympathize, dream and be thankful. I want to stop planning and just enjoy the day for what it could be, for what it truly is.

So much of me just wants to get away, break free, live of the land, live off the word of the one above.

I'm ready for some southern gospel, some sweet tea. I need some peace and quiet, no pressure, no due date, no discrimination. I am so ready to rid myself of ugliness, and to take it up kindly with those that are rude to me. Please set me free

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